the first day of ramadhan as university student.. alhamdulillah..

alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..
yes.. my first day of ramadhan as university student..
I'm sahur with my beloved family..hehe..
awesome! 
this sahur remind me my first day of ramadhan last year..
as a matriculation student..
wahh.. so sad!
sincerely.. I dont know.. its so pathetic..
but.. there are a lot of memories..
as 20 years I live my life.. last year is my first ramadhan that I'm not with my family..
 this year.. alhamdulillah..
guys.. If I'm not experience my ramadhan without my family last year.. maybe I'm not this grateful this year..right?
I'm really grateful to Allah.. for this rizq (rezeki)..

my first day last year..
we sahur at 5am..
just silently eat our food..
and..suddenly there are tears coming from eyes..
wahh.. I'm still remember it clearly..haha.. after a few days..
we get used to it.. and started to talk each other.. to avoid the silence..
we are roomates.. miss you guys damn much..
eventhough the mosque is a bit far.. but my roomate,Ecah.. 
so keen to go terawih prayer every night..
but.. me and my another roomate did it at our room.. hehe..
wahh.. seriously.. I miss them soo much!!

Ecah! Tasha! Twhy! 
Kirah rindu kalian!! hehe..

kimkirah

teayang-eyes,nose,lips part II

hehe..part 2.. recent post I'm talked about there are a lot of cover teayang song especially eyes,nose,lips..
huhu~
so.. here.. I found something interesting.. come join here..hehe..

cool right?? now! do the cover n send to them... and hopefully you're chosen.. it's a great opportunity right??
let's grab it!! hehe..
so.. I'll just listen to Teayang song now..hahahaha..
here another cover.. but it is violin.. awesome right?
violin cover of teayang eyes nose lips
credit to owner vid
JuNCurryAhn
kimkirah

Teayang-Eyes,nose,lips...

have you hear teayang solo song?? that recent reveal??waahhh.. I love this song.. its describe how hurt a man.. because he lost her gf.. right? and you can feel his hurt.. 

Saranghea..saranghea..

hope to hear that word from your lips..

its simply can be describe like this..hehe..

there are a lot of cover.. 

AKMU

Tablo

TOPPDOGG

a few korean who has angelic voice..

and a kpop fan also from all over world..

no wonder teayang won #1 in all song contest..

wahhh.. deabak.. love your song..

but I dont really like you expose to much your body..hahahaha.. byuntea~

guys.. when you hear the song... did it remind you of someone?

eventhough you have never been love before?

there is someone right?

either someone you love but got rejected or someone that you can't get his/her love..

it's hurt right?

sincerely.. I feel the same thing..but I just simply think.. he is not for me..

he is chinese.. non muslim.. a handsome guy.. a popular guy..

he is not a star.. but if you are UUM student you will know.. haha..

just him.. I wont give any hint.. just UUM student.. before this I stalked a lot of chinese guys.. but.. they just someone that I want to know.. as friend.. or at least an aquaintain..

waahh.. okok.. dah merapu~ banyak makan ikan kerapu ni..haha

ok.. here one of the best cover..

cover eyes nose lips

ijeakajik..

kimkirah..

Finally home.. ^.^

yes.. finally I'm home.. it's been a week I'm home.. huhu!
yes..the feeling is soo nice.. I can see both parent's face everyday..
I don't know how to explain it.. everyday seeing their happy face.. hehe.. *suka sgt2!
and.. yes.. tomorrow my sister n her hubby will come home too.. hope they arrive safely..
insyaAllah..

ok..since this week I'm home.. there are a lot problem that pop out.. alhamdulillah
everythings going well.. huhu..

the reason I'm blogging right now..
okay.. jealous.. you know.. it is childish but I can't control it..

JEALOUS
There are 2 types of jealousy. 

The most correct definiton would be the feeling of being threatened by a rival in a romantic relationship or losing something of value to another person which happens to be yours already. This is what I consider the correct definiton. 

The second is type of jealousy is more like Envy. Envy is a hatred/bitterness towards another person for having an advantage that YOU don't have. For instance, envious/jealous behavior such as a friend has a nice new car and instead of being truly happy for them you badmouth them or the car or make up something ridiculous because YOU can't afford it yourself. If someone has money and YOU don't you say they recieved it through less than stellar means. If someone is more talented than YOU you say their work isnt as good as anyone thinks or they are just lucky. This kind of 'jealousy' is destructive and displays itself as having a bad attitude towards the object of the envy and also being passive aggressive.


I don't know.. but my condition is more to the second definition..yup.. seriously it's childish.. buat what can I do.. and it's a bad attitude dude!!

I'm jealous to my sister.. yup.. her name is Sakinah.. we used to call her Along..
actually everytime she's back from Jordan where she's studied.. 
My mom will always prepared anything.. yeah. but If I'm coming home.. nothing change since the last I'm home..
Tomorrow.. Along n his hubby will come back from her mother in law house.. 
and know what.. today.. my parent.. tidying up our house.. since I'm back...the house.. in horrible condition.. 
yeah.. I know.. no one will tidy it.. and what makes me more hurt.. my room.. the room that I used to.. my mom ask me to move to other room since the room will be used by my sis n bro in law.. waaaahhh.. *it's hurt..

what right that I have??..nothing..
haha..childish right??
hurmm.. u know.. I hate when I ask a lot of thing.. then they will respond to just one thing.. its annoying.. it feels like loser.. mcm hadap sgt kite nk msj dy.. 
argh.. dunno what to do..

oh yeahh.. this 2 days.. it's a hectic day.. aaargggghhh!!!
beakhyun and teayeon..
miss our galaxy oppa,wu yi fan..

what can I say.. EXO.. why I become EXOTIC? 
regret to know you guys.. it's hurt because I like you guys soooo much!
and you guys disappointing us by a lot of thing.. we are your fan..
hurmm... nothing can change.. hope guys happy.. just that..

kimkirah
too much hurt these days..