another UUM post..

Assalamu'alaikum and anyeong!!
ok..dah terbanyak laa pulak entry pasal uum..mentang2 dah nak balik study.. okok.. sebenrnye buat entry ni sebab..sebab.. sem ni kite belajar mandarin!! yuhuuu..yeay! alhamdulillah..sebenarnye sem lepas lagi nak add tapi tak de rezeki nak add tpi alhamdulillah.. syukur sangat2 sebab memang minat bahasa mandarin ni..sejak matrik..sebab pernah kawan dengan kawan chinese..almaklumlaa.. kat kelantan jarang nak jumpa chinese..especially kawasan kg2 ni..haha.. mana laa nak jumpa dyorang..

yeay!! sem depan belajar mandarin..mandarin!! wo hen kai xing.. *I'm very happy*
yeahuu.. excited nih! nanti boleh laa practise2 tulis blog dalam pinyin..korunk paham xpaham masalah korunk.. eekk?? hahaha..

insyaAllah..

kirah jugak berminat nak belajar chinese idioms.. hehe..

I dunno what its mean and how to pronounce..hehe..just interested.. dulu minat gila2 ngan korea..but suddenly minat mandarin..kalau blh nak conquer dua2..zheng fu! hehe.. tapi mana la larat nak belajar dua2.. nak practise lagi.. hehe..

tapi minat lagu dan cerita korea tak terhakis walau sedikit pun..huhu..still loyal dgn exo infinite..
minat new group skrg got7 ngan winner..

oklaa..melalut ke laut dh ni.. xnak dah tulis..
bye..

kimkirah..

"Mini Merdeka Giveaway"

okay..my very first time join this GA..
act tak tahu camne and ape nk buat.. just mencuba nasib..hehe..
tahu pasal GA ni dari blog Ajan ..
kirah just nak try as a newbie.. berblogging ni pun just hobby.. not really focus on blogging..

ok..alang-alang GA ni pun sempena merdeka.. kirah nak amek kesempatan ni nak ucap.. Happy independent day Malaysia!! Love you..hahak.. *gedik!*
okok.. sebenarnye Merdeka ni bagi kirah amat penting.. I dunno how to express it.. just imagine what will be happened to our beloved Malaysia if until now kite tak merdeka lagi.. takkan wujud KLCC..takkan wujud semua Mall..takkan wujud suasana aman and harmoni yang membolehkan kita hidup dengan aman.. Alhamdulillah ke hadrat Ilahi..

only short entry.. hehe.. I just love how the way Malaysia right now..except for the juvenile that happened recently.. I'm just dunno why they wanna do the things that they know it harm themselves..even in Islam melarang kita membuat perkara yang membahayakan diri kita dan orang lain..

ok.. I didn't live before Merdeka.. and Kirah tak tahu macam mana suasana dan keadaan sebelum Merdeka.. Indeed,one of it..mesti kita hidup dalam ketakutan terutama kawasan yang selalu diserang penjajah.. just imagine.. One day, depan rumah kita dibom.. rumah sebelah dibakar.. sekarang semua itu berlaku di Gaza.. and kirah tak dapat bayang kalau diri kirah sendiri berada di tempat mereka..
Allahu.. *sobs* selamatkan mereka yaAllah..

I wanna tag my blogfbtwitter unnie *hehe saranghea unnie* , my bestie Hajar.. *ajaaa..hee..wo ai ni* and another one my friend.. hk.. glad to know you.. your blog is awesome...
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before officially UUM student..

Tetiba teringat dulu..time check upu.. berharap sangat nak UiTM..sebab kawan2 rmai dpt situ..hehe.. last2 dpt UUM..pilihan ke 7..tujuh okay..mula2 macam.. adoi.. UUM..Ape je ade..hutan kot..

pastu tny senior.. best ke UUM? Bukan sorg je tny.. rmai kot.. pastu majoriti kata.. pegi r dlu.. rasa sendiri macam mana.. ape yang buat lagi tak sedap duduk..dapat hostel luar kampus.. macam2 rasa.. takut..lonely..

Then.. bila pegi.. rasa sndiri suasana dy.. mmg best! Seriously.. tak nak banding2 sebab setiap U ade keistimewaan sendiri..kelemahan pun ade.. UUM bagi aq dulu kelemahan dy sbb hutan.. memang agak terpinggir..Sintokyo..tapi sekarang kelemahan tu jadi kelebihan bagi aq..* you will know why* pastu pasal dpp luar.. jadi kelebihan juga bagi aq..hehe..

*nasihatnye..
-Jangan tengok sangat kelemahan UUM..cari kelebihannye..
-rasa sendiri macam mana suasana kat sini.. insyaallah.. korang akan suka..
Just try to adapt yourself..

Life is... Friendship was..

Assalamu'alaikum and anyeong..

I thought that I have to write something since I have a lot of time but.. I click the new post button and once it appeared.. my mind blank~ mong~ dunno what to write..but then I closed..then click again then closed again then I encouragely take a big step click it and wrote life is hard..yeah.. you know..Life is all about Choices.. you know it even when we started open our eyes in the morning..
"should I get up or continue sleep?"
"what will I do if I woke up? take a bath first or choose shirt?"
"which shirt should I wear today?green or pink" *over laa kot kalaw yang ni..hehe..bantai je pkai bju ape pun,,dh cuti kann..xde g mna2..*

No one ever told me that life is easy..what I ever heard almost 20 year of my life that they always said Life is Hard..

then laugh! so that you enjoy even it is hard..right?but sometimes you can pulled out a fake smile..but can't force a laugh.. *I need a laughing gas anyway..where can I get it?*

hear this song and it will delivered to you heart how I feel.. Winner-Empty

yeah.. a lot of things happened in my life..and I though it's hard to face it..in my way..yeah..you know.. I'm the one that prefer to do anything with my way.. I wanna try it.. I wanna learn it through my way.. 

Everyone have their own obstacle..even with own style..we,human.. never feel enough with everything that we have..but grateful makes it's enough even when we didn't have enough though..

I used to have a lot of friends.. yes.. I like it and really love my friends.. but always something happened when I really loved them..it will ended up I'm hurt.. ALWAYS! just me that hurt because they even didn't care about me..yup..who knows..

 I was have a friends.. a very kind girl friends.. I thought that we will be friend until the end of our life.. *everyone hope for that*.. we were friends since form 1 and form 4.. First I met you in class.. I was like..waahh..she so beautiful..then I take a big step to make a friend with you first.. then I am happy to have you as my friend..then until form 4 there were a new student that transfer to our school and one of them sitted beside me.. we were friend untill graduate from high school.. after that,we are never contact again.. haa.. such a pathetic fact..yup.. I agree..we busy with our studies right? me too.. and I hate to myself because didn't ask their condition.. and it's end up.. we far apart.. 

when I open my FB account.. there were a lot of pictures about a long lasting friends.. one of group from my school..2MK..and other group.. you know..I'm soo envy of them..like seriously.. I wanna be like them too.. have a besties..even far apart.. recently I'm text with one of my friend which is I know her since form 1..I got a news that she will graduate from UIA..hurmm...good luck for you,girl! I hope that you can graduate with a best result.. hope for dean list InsyaAllah.. I'm happy for you..

My another friend is further her study in Egypt.. before I know that. I heard a rumored that she will get married and when I asked her..It's a lie.. I'm okay since everything gives you happiness..

So.. now I'm realised...it just me who is ask them what are they doing.. If any of you know them.and ask to them about me.. I don't think that they know.. right?huh! another pathetic fact that I have to swallowed.. 

Am I not that lucky in friendship? even in my matriculation life..

you know the system at matriculation.. we have a classmate..and we stick together until graduate from matric..then I had 2 friends also here..but I think 3..haha.. one..first is my friend since high school..I thought that I'm soo lucky to have her..yup.. for year.. we friend..then there was a second intake student that also my friend..but I never see her as a second intake student.. I really love both of them.. but what I received in return is... huh! *sigh* 

After we graduate from matric.. not even one of them contact me.. yes I hope for them to contact me first..because..as long as we are friend..it always me who i contact them first,,even when they sick..hurt..but when I'm the one that hurt...I can't blamed them because I love them..

but then in my first year in UUM.. something pop ups in my whatsapp..Buddies group created.. Friends 1 joined..Friends 2 joined..Kirah joined.. I was like.. waaahhh..but..one of them is a same person and another is unexpected treats me like friend too.. thanks guys.. seriously I love you guys and I miss you guys..

When I stepped my first step in UUM.. I was like.. I wanna have a boy friend.. not the special one.. I mean a best friend who is guy.. My first though there are exist a friendship between a guy and girl.. I want to proves it.. but then what happened is soo hurtful..and full of regret.. I treat him like I'm used to with my girl friends.. haha.. seriously.. I feel embarased to death.. I feel like wanna kill myself when I remember what had happened.. I can't tell it here.. because it's obviously my fault.. hope the hospitality from a guy..of course it a misunderstanding to him.. sorry from me.. *even you didn't know it*

But I'm soo grateful to have a few friends that will be with me even when I fall...

Mira..Hajar..Wan..huhu..thanks guys..Love three of you damn much!

I hope we can graduate... I don't like hope that our friendship will last forever.. it's a trauma to me now.. and even Forever thingy also give me such bad feeling.. yup.. I know..we are not live forever.. because one day maybe one of us will hurt..just follow the flow..and I didn;t want to expect anything from you guys..just be healthy and happy.. itu dah sangat mencukupi..

So one day.. I was thinking like crazy.. asking myself..why?why?why? and why again..

but it seemed like I didn't get the answer..

- do my way of treat is false?is it burden you? 

- do I offened you something?

- do I hurt you in any way?

-do I giving you a hard time?

yes.. just one of the reason I get.. I'm ugly and I know it.. *hear Ugly-2NE1 you will know better my heart*

it just end up.. I'm blamed myself.. huh..so what I have to do? It's out of my control..

So I'm taking the easy way.. abandon everything..and start a new leaf.. 

My friends.. I'm so sorry for everything happened in our friendship.. 

Lets create a new memory..

As a wrapped up.. I wrote about my friendship since high school since now.. I'm curious about other friendship..because I'm envy to them.. what will happened to me in future..

Since high school.. I heard that people around me said that friendly..yes. I agree because I'm bravely approached someone to create a friendship.. but.. I don't even have a bestfriend.. that a friend would be..

Friends.. whats that?

kimkirah

Polaroid Photo...

Assalamu'alaikum and anyeong!

"wahhh.. it takes times longer than I thought!..." this is what I'm thinking after finish edit.. my first ever try..polaroid picture! haha.. I know its ugly...but thanks to overload cutenest baekhyun..its turn out as not bad..
hehe.. sincerely its hard to edit it.. aigoo.. but its fun! I'm using PS..adobe photoshop.. I don't know what version it is..because it exist in my lappy but I'm never use it even once.. now I know one of the function..right? at least it's not something useless..
ohh yeah..thanks credit to my unnie! best unnie ever! unnie jjang! kak ika.. I learned this editing through her tutor in blog.. kumawo unnie! cheongmal kumawo!
hehe.. ok here the picture..

huhu..I know.. its not really beautiful bcoz I'm not really creative.. hehe.. but It will gets better by time..and what I wrote there is really giving an impact to me! what is really important is TIME!

for every obstacle or problem..time is the best healing..especially emotional problem..so the reason I put Baekhyun EXO picture because.. errr.. *it's close enough to what are you thinking..*

first is because he is my biased in EXO.. I love his voice.. and second yeah because the problem that he had to faced recently with Teayeon SNSD.. In my opinion..ermm.. at first I was like.. WTH?asdghjkl..  I hate it..

sincerely.. I dun really like it. but then I was like.. who I am? he got his own life.. and I'm pretty sure that you didn't like when I love someone and others didn't like our relationship.. I was like.. It's my life.. why I can't choose mine? just imagine its happend to you! haha.. *ok..a bit emo here..mianhey (sorry) * 

if you recognize.. I'm using baekkie picture which consist him posing with hand..because I love his hand too..it's beautiful..

haa.. you know..a few days after eid mubarak.. me,my mom,my grandma n aunty was having a conversation while watched TV.. the channel is TVAlhijrah.. and I'm not remember what was shown but suddenly my aunty said..

"Angah(my nickname in family)..if you wanna find your soulmate..make sure find someone who can sing very well.. like him..*Fadzly UNIC*.." 

 and I was.."eehh?? haha.. okay okay..I'll make sure to test that thing first.." 

and then she added.."when we want to sleep he'll sing..when we want to cook he'll sing.. you know its a greatful husband who have a nice voice.."

and I was like...errrrrmmmmmm..*thinking hard*

*imagine I'm talking in accent bahasa kelantan with my aunty*

I don't really care actually.. but yeah..Frankly speaking,I like someone who have a nice voice.. as you know my bias is who can sing very well.. Yesung SUJU,Onew Shinee,Baekhyun EXO,Sunggyu INFINITE,Chen EXO,Woohyun INFINITE,JJ Project,Yugeom GOT7.. *wahh..just imagine all of them in 1 stage..pheww~

WAAAAHHHH!! *CRAZY*

 thats all I think?!

 kimkirah

Temperature...

Assalamu'alaikum and anyeong! ^o^

ermm..First of all,nak cite alkisah yang berlaku semalam..aigoo..dunno what to say..its so nerve-wrecking situation..idk how to explain..ok..alkisahnya macam ni..maghrib tadi Along ajak pegi beli tiket sebab hari Isnin ni Along ngan Abang Long dah masuk keja..then sebelum pegi beli tiket pegi ambil akir dulu..my younger brother..hehe.. *smooth intro* .. selepas itu.*skema sangat la weyh* kami menuju ke stesyen bas Tesco,Kota Bharu untuk membeli tiket..bapak ar weyh ramai gilax orang.. seriously.ramai sangat.. Jammed kot!!

seterusnya *skema lagi* kami merancang untuk ke rumah sedara kami..then kirah planned nak lalu ikut laluan Telipot *orang Kelantan tahu laa kat mna..* baru je nak masuk traffic light kanan..perghhh.. Jammed weyh!! then tukar laluan.. *tuut..tuuut..navigation searching* haha..then pusing kiri ikut laluan depan KB Mall..pastu..sampai bawah flyover tetiba temperature naik..kirah macam.."ape na buat nih?" kang meletup macam dalam drama korea yang selalu kirah tengok tu.. "kang meletup, mati laa aku! rosak ke ape ke..apa aku nak buat nih,adooii"..pastu Abang Long pun cakap.."Turn off engine! pasang lampu hazard!" I was like.. err.. ehh?? okok.. then kirah pun turn off engine and pasang lampu hazard..time ni kat traffic light sebelah KB Mall.. you know what I mean.. In the mid of jammed!! tetiba temperature naik mendadak.. perghhh!! takut seyhh!!

then Abang Long pun.. "masuk belakang KB Mall nilaah.. kite brenti keta jap..".. kirah pun..okok..kalut seyh..ohh.. haa..lupa nak cakap..kirah yang drive sebab Abang Long lupa bawak lesen..kirah tak kisah pun..*its a practise to me..inilah tujuan sebenar lesen P..sebelum dpt CDM lesen.. then kitorng brenti kejap.. sambil brenti tuh.. perghh.. belakang KB Mall lagi jammed dohh.. then tak jadilaa pegi umah sedara.. aih.. pastu time brenti tu.. Akir tekan err.. *ape nama benda ni ek?* err.. yang sebelah break tu.. bukan break tangan..yang tekan dengan kaki..hahaha..paham2 laa korunk.*almaklum laa saya pemilik lesen P lagi...lepas tu..rehat kejap.. dalam 20 min kot..then drive balik rumah..pheww.. nasib baik temperature dh turun and tak naik sangat dah..perghh.. tadi temperature naik lebih separuh..  hehe.. then kirah drive sampai balik umah nenek.. brenti situ jap makan megi ketam..perghhh...sedaappp! haha.. ape hikmah ek? hurmm.. sama2 kita renungkann.. hurmm.. di masa akan datang kot..nanti tahu la ape hikmahnye..kirah tak tahu lagi buat masa sekarang..hehe.. ok laahh.. end of story! *applaused*..hehehe..trimas..trimas *sambil mendepa tangan..proudly* haha.. thats all.. daa.. *wink* *aegyo,aa~ ing~* hahahaha..

kimkirah