Ninoninonino no title~

Assalamu'alaikum and ni hao~ anyeong~

Times please fly fast! ehh??
hahaha.. the reality that I'm facing right now! the terrible homesick! I miss my mom,my dad,my brohh my sis,my BIL..and my future niece or nephew.. ohh my..seriusly rindu sangat2.. sebenarnye tak ada idea nak post apa2 pun..just rindu nk post blog..*boleh plak macam ni kan?*
yup.. there was a lot of things happened this semester.. I was like a zombie before.. betol! tapi tak adalah seteruk zombie kampung pisang! kikiki.. tapi nahas jugak la..

okay! dah lari tajuk.. sebenarnye nak cerita pasal masalah kulit muka sebenarnya..problem kirah ialah muka kirah jenis oily.. before this guna one of product yang ummi suggest..and the product bagus dengan kulit muka ummi..but not for me.. so I'm story to my roommate about the problem then..my roomate suggest....... *dungdungdung* *bunyi gendang tu*~

tadaaa.. DNARS set jerawat!~
yupp.. my first ever try a set.. at first takut sangat nak guna..then my roommate courage me to try.. and pakai laa.. alhamdulillah.. I'm in love with the magic day cream! Best sangat sebab tak berminyak kalau pakai. and jerawat makin kurang.. However~ suddenly one day! beberapa jerawat naik..macam cendawan lepas hujan.. *entah betul ke tak,lantaklaa*.. sebabnye? haaa.. padan muka.. sapa suruh makan kacang..dah tahu kena pantang..makan jugak.. kalau sikit2 xpelaa..ni haa.. satu bekas..padan muka..

tapi.. alhamdulillah.. makin kurang dah bekas jerawat tu sekarang..walaupun masih lagi banyak..tapi still..kurang dari dulu..and muka rasa segar je.. sabun dia lak..wangi sangat..

okayh! one of the target to achieve this coming 2015.. flawless face! insyaAllah.. kalau muka kotor..nak present kat dalam kuliah pun rasa tak yakin.


Ohhh... jom tukar topik..
okay..nak cakap pasal Mandarin pula..
the improvement that I get since attend Mandarin I class..
Kirah dah blh faham a few words yang chinese friends guna.. See.. It's an advantage for me because I can learn by hearing too..hahaha..poyos~  and I know a few chinese song that sang by local chinese singer..  and chinese song too..

I'm a Shilalas too.. unofficial laa.. eh? pulakk..hahaha.. sebab tak kenal sangat kot..
tapi best kalau dapat jumpa k.shila.. huuu~

oklahh.. dah.. esk nak post lagi! kot..haha..

daa~ xiawu hao..
kimkirah

Award Liebster tagged

Assalamu'alaikum and ni hao...

Rules:

• Mention the person who nominated you with a link to their blog

• Answer the 11 question asked

• Nominate 11 other blogger with smaller following but with lots of potential

• Create 11 your own question for them to answer

• Notify your nominate.

hehe..ni hao.. for the first time tagged by Our lovely Ajan! hehe.. Jan..kirah pun malu sebenarnye..sorry for le awkward greet..hehe..maap2..

haa..nak minta maaf lagi sekali..cukup 29hari kirah lambat reply tagged..haha..

kirah tak tahu ape nak buat..sebab first time kan..hehe..*alasan2..* haha..lepas tengok2 orang lain punya tagged..ok..slowly kirah start ek..

Soalan cepumas dari Ajan:

1. Apakah benda paling jauh yang boleh korang capai tanpa mengubah posisi asal korang?

Handbag yang letak atas katil..haha.. 

2. Nyatakan 3 lagu "most played" dalam phone korang.

hurmm.. agak susah nak pilih top 3 ni..almaklumlaa musiXmatch mne ade top 3 most played ni..tapi sebagai ganti.. lagu favorite sekarang ialahhh..

1.Peter Pan(BOTH CHINESE AND KOREAN) - EXO (mestilaa exo!!)

2.SUJU - MAMACITA

3.QINGFEIDEYI-HARLEM YU (Dah jadi fav sebab tiap2 kali klaz mandarin lecturer pasang)

3. Waktu dan tarikh korang jawab soalan ni.

5.08PM 30/9/2014 haaa.. lepas nak dekat sebulan tak buka blog..haha

4.Capai buku paling dekat dengan korang, buka mukasurat 15. Taip ayat baris ke-5.

"ETNOSENTRISME,XENOSENTRISME DAN RELATIVITI BUDAYA.".Hahaha..korunk dapat agak tak buku ape kirah ambil? Hubungan Etnik derr..yang mampu capai..

5.Letak top 3 link blog yang ada kat dashboard korang.

1.http://isyapurple.blogspot.com/

2.http://justforfund.blogspot.com/

3.http://mysweetpealife.blogspot.com/

hehehe.. orang yang bakal di tagged oleh kirah..huwahuwahuwaa~

6.Berapa umur korang 20 tahun akan datang?

aigoo..20 tahun akan datang kirah umor 17 kot..ehhh??

haha..okok..sincerely 40..insyaAllah..time ni dah ada menantu..pergghh..jauh angan kau syakirah..

7.Prefer pakai jam kat tangan belah kanan  atau kiri?

Kiri2! hehe.. sebab sebelah kanan pakai bracelet.. kalau cincin pulak sebelah kanan..hehe..jawab lebih plak..

8.Apakah benda pertama yang korang fikir bila dengar perkataan "hensem"?

Crush! lelaki Idaman Malaya.. hehe..yelaa.. mestilaa nak husband hensem..nnti anak2 tmbh2 hensem n cantik...ehhh?? gelal laa..haha

9.Ada weird habit? Jika ada,nyatakan. (cth: Suka bau buku baru lama-lama / suka telan ubat gigi)

haha..tak de kot..tapi tak suka kalau ada orang yang suka makan berbunyi..hish.. ase nk sepak jee..geram tol..

10.Upload gambar dekstop korang.

hahaha.. dah guna desktop ni dah sebulan lebih..malas nak tukar..hehe

11.Tulis nombor soalan yang korang tak dapat nak jawab dengan jujur.

tak ada..sume jawab dengan sejujurnye..hehe

okay! kirah dah jawab sume soalan Ajan..

kini kirah nak nominate plak blogger lain..

1.http://isyapurple.blogspot.com/

2.http://justforfund.blogspot.com/

3.http://mysweetpealife.blogspot.com/

4.http://stupidity-zone.blogspot.com/
5.http://mizzikastories.blogspot.com/
6.http://shaaminashabuya.blogspot.com/
7.http://hibaeri.blogspot.com/

Soalannya:

1.Dah berapa lama berblogging?

2.Apa lagu favourite Top 5 sekarang?

3.Apa matlamat yang korang mesti capai dalam 5 tahun akan datang?

4.Apa impian yang ingin dicapai pada suatu masa dahulu dan tak tercapai, tapi korang tak menyesal malah bersyukur?

5.Wallpaper phone sekarang gambar sape?

6.Kalau study suka suasana macam mana? (bising2 macam dengar lagu atau sunyi sepi?

7.Kalau tengah kusut, Apa korang buat? (update status FB? contoh je..hehe)

8.Apa perkataan bahasa asing yang pertama korunk belajar or ingat sekarang?

9.Kalau di beri peluang untuk menjadi seseorang,siapa yang ingin anda jadi?

10.Kalau di beri pilihan untuk memilih antara "dijodohkan dengan pilihan parent" dengan "pilihan sendiri" mana yang anda pilih?

11.Latest task you were doing and what is its benefit? (Tak termasuk post ni)

haaa..mohon jawab dengan sejujurnye yee..

hehehe...kirah tak tepati a few rules..hehe..tpi terpulanglaa nak buat tak..

another UUM post..

Assalamu'alaikum and anyeong!!
ok..dah terbanyak laa pulak entry pasal uum..mentang2 dah nak balik study.. okok.. sebenrnye buat entry ni sebab..sebab.. sem ni kite belajar mandarin!! yuhuuu..yeay! alhamdulillah..sebenarnye sem lepas lagi nak add tapi tak de rezeki nak add tpi alhamdulillah.. syukur sangat2 sebab memang minat bahasa mandarin ni..sejak matrik..sebab pernah kawan dengan kawan chinese..almaklumlaa.. kat kelantan jarang nak jumpa chinese..especially kawasan kg2 ni..haha.. mana laa nak jumpa dyorang..

yeay!! sem depan belajar mandarin..mandarin!! wo hen kai xing.. *I'm very happy*
yeahuu.. excited nih! nanti boleh laa practise2 tulis blog dalam pinyin..korunk paham xpaham masalah korunk.. eekk?? hahaha..

insyaAllah..

kirah jugak berminat nak belajar chinese idioms.. hehe..

I dunno what its mean and how to pronounce..hehe..just interested.. dulu minat gila2 ngan korea..but suddenly minat mandarin..kalau blh nak conquer dua2..zheng fu! hehe.. tapi mana la larat nak belajar dua2.. nak practise lagi.. hehe..

tapi minat lagu dan cerita korea tak terhakis walau sedikit pun..huhu..still loyal dgn exo infinite..
minat new group skrg got7 ngan winner..

oklaa..melalut ke laut dh ni.. xnak dah tulis..
bye..

kimkirah..

"Mini Merdeka Giveaway"

okay..my very first time join this GA..
act tak tahu camne and ape nk buat.. just mencuba nasib..hehe..
tahu pasal GA ni dari blog Ajan ..
kirah just nak try as a newbie.. berblogging ni pun just hobby.. not really focus on blogging..

ok..alang-alang GA ni pun sempena merdeka.. kirah nak amek kesempatan ni nak ucap.. Happy independent day Malaysia!! Love you..hahak.. *gedik!*
okok.. sebenarnye Merdeka ni bagi kirah amat penting.. I dunno how to express it.. just imagine what will be happened to our beloved Malaysia if until now kite tak merdeka lagi.. takkan wujud KLCC..takkan wujud semua Mall..takkan wujud suasana aman and harmoni yang membolehkan kita hidup dengan aman.. Alhamdulillah ke hadrat Ilahi..

only short entry.. hehe.. I just love how the way Malaysia right now..except for the juvenile that happened recently.. I'm just dunno why they wanna do the things that they know it harm themselves..even in Islam melarang kita membuat perkara yang membahayakan diri kita dan orang lain..

ok.. I didn't live before Merdeka.. and Kirah tak tahu macam mana suasana dan keadaan sebelum Merdeka.. Indeed,one of it..mesti kita hidup dalam ketakutan terutama kawasan yang selalu diserang penjajah.. just imagine.. One day, depan rumah kita dibom.. rumah sebelah dibakar.. sekarang semua itu berlaku di Gaza.. and kirah tak dapat bayang kalau diri kirah sendiri berada di tempat mereka..
Allahu.. *sobs* selamatkan mereka yaAllah..

I wanna tag my blogfbtwitter unnie *hehe saranghea unnie* , my bestie Hajar.. *ajaaa..hee..wo ai ni* and another one my friend.. hk.. glad to know you.. your blog is awesome...
Twitter : kimkirah
FB : Nur Syakirah Mohd Kamaruzaman
Instagram : n_syakirah

kimkirah

before officially UUM student..

Tetiba teringat dulu..time check upu.. berharap sangat nak UiTM..sebab kawan2 rmai dpt situ..hehe.. last2 dpt UUM..pilihan ke 7..tujuh okay..mula2 macam.. adoi.. UUM..Ape je ade..hutan kot..

pastu tny senior.. best ke UUM? Bukan sorg je tny.. rmai kot.. pastu majoriti kata.. pegi r dlu.. rasa sendiri macam mana.. ape yang buat lagi tak sedap duduk..dapat hostel luar kampus.. macam2 rasa.. takut..lonely..

Then.. bila pegi.. rasa sndiri suasana dy.. mmg best! Seriously.. tak nak banding2 sebab setiap U ade keistimewaan sendiri..kelemahan pun ade.. UUM bagi aq dulu kelemahan dy sbb hutan.. memang agak terpinggir..Sintokyo..tapi sekarang kelemahan tu jadi kelebihan bagi aq..* you will know why* pastu pasal dpp luar.. jadi kelebihan juga bagi aq..hehe..

*nasihatnye..
-Jangan tengok sangat kelemahan UUM..cari kelebihannye..
-rasa sendiri macam mana suasana kat sini.. insyaallah.. korang akan suka..
Just try to adapt yourself..

Life is... Friendship was..

Assalamu'alaikum and anyeong..

I thought that I have to write something since I have a lot of time but.. I click the new post button and once it appeared.. my mind blank~ mong~ dunno what to write..but then I closed..then click again then closed again then I encouragely take a big step click it and wrote life is hard..yeah.. you know..Life is all about Choices.. you know it even when we started open our eyes in the morning..
"should I get up or continue sleep?"
"what will I do if I woke up? take a bath first or choose shirt?"
"which shirt should I wear today?green or pink" *over laa kot kalaw yang ni..hehe..bantai je pkai bju ape pun,,dh cuti kann..xde g mna2..*

No one ever told me that life is easy..what I ever heard almost 20 year of my life that they always said Life is Hard..

then laugh! so that you enjoy even it is hard..right?but sometimes you can pulled out a fake smile..but can't force a laugh.. *I need a laughing gas anyway..where can I get it?*

hear this song and it will delivered to you heart how I feel.. Winner-Empty

yeah.. a lot of things happened in my life..and I though it's hard to face it..in my way..yeah..you know.. I'm the one that prefer to do anything with my way.. I wanna try it.. I wanna learn it through my way.. 

Everyone have their own obstacle..even with own style..we,human.. never feel enough with everything that we have..but grateful makes it's enough even when we didn't have enough though..

I used to have a lot of friends.. yes.. I like it and really love my friends.. but always something happened when I really loved them..it will ended up I'm hurt.. ALWAYS! just me that hurt because they even didn't care about me..yup..who knows..

 I was have a friends.. a very kind girl friends.. I thought that we will be friend until the end of our life.. *everyone hope for that*.. we were friends since form 1 and form 4.. First I met you in class.. I was like..waahh..she so beautiful..then I take a big step to make a friend with you first.. then I am happy to have you as my friend..then until form 4 there were a new student that transfer to our school and one of them sitted beside me.. we were friend untill graduate from high school.. after that,we are never contact again.. haa.. such a pathetic fact..yup.. I agree..we busy with our studies right? me too.. and I hate to myself because didn't ask their condition.. and it's end up.. we far apart.. 

when I open my FB account.. there were a lot of pictures about a long lasting friends.. one of group from my school..2MK..and other group.. you know..I'm soo envy of them..like seriously.. I wanna be like them too.. have a besties..even far apart.. recently I'm text with one of my friend which is I know her since form 1..I got a news that she will graduate from UIA..hurmm...good luck for you,girl! I hope that you can graduate with a best result.. hope for dean list InsyaAllah.. I'm happy for you..

My another friend is further her study in Egypt.. before I know that. I heard a rumored that she will get married and when I asked her..It's a lie.. I'm okay since everything gives you happiness..

So.. now I'm realised...it just me who is ask them what are they doing.. If any of you know them.and ask to them about me.. I don't think that they know.. right?huh! another pathetic fact that I have to swallowed.. 

Am I not that lucky in friendship? even in my matriculation life..

you know the system at matriculation.. we have a classmate..and we stick together until graduate from matric..then I had 2 friends also here..but I think 3..haha.. one..first is my friend since high school..I thought that I'm soo lucky to have her..yup.. for year.. we friend..then there was a second intake student that also my friend..but I never see her as a second intake student.. I really love both of them.. but what I received in return is... huh! *sigh* 

After we graduate from matric.. not even one of them contact me.. yes I hope for them to contact me first..because..as long as we are friend..it always me who i contact them first,,even when they sick..hurt..but when I'm the one that hurt...I can't blamed them because I love them..

but then in my first year in UUM.. something pop ups in my whatsapp..Buddies group created.. Friends 1 joined..Friends 2 joined..Kirah joined.. I was like.. waaahhh..but..one of them is a same person and another is unexpected treats me like friend too.. thanks guys.. seriously I love you guys and I miss you guys..

When I stepped my first step in UUM.. I was like.. I wanna have a boy friend.. not the special one.. I mean a best friend who is guy.. My first though there are exist a friendship between a guy and girl.. I want to proves it.. but then what happened is soo hurtful..and full of regret.. I treat him like I'm used to with my girl friends.. haha.. seriously.. I feel embarased to death.. I feel like wanna kill myself when I remember what had happened.. I can't tell it here.. because it's obviously my fault.. hope the hospitality from a guy..of course it a misunderstanding to him.. sorry from me.. *even you didn't know it*

But I'm soo grateful to have a few friends that will be with me even when I fall...

Mira..Hajar..Wan..huhu..thanks guys..Love three of you damn much!

I hope we can graduate... I don't like hope that our friendship will last forever.. it's a trauma to me now.. and even Forever thingy also give me such bad feeling.. yup.. I know..we are not live forever.. because one day maybe one of us will hurt..just follow the flow..and I didn;t want to expect anything from you guys..just be healthy and happy.. itu dah sangat mencukupi..

So one day.. I was thinking like crazy.. asking myself..why?why?why? and why again..

but it seemed like I didn't get the answer..

- do my way of treat is false?is it burden you? 

- do I offened you something?

- do I hurt you in any way?

-do I giving you a hard time?

yes.. just one of the reason I get.. I'm ugly and I know it.. *hear Ugly-2NE1 you will know better my heart*

it just end up.. I'm blamed myself.. huh..so what I have to do? It's out of my control..

So I'm taking the easy way.. abandon everything..and start a new leaf.. 

My friends.. I'm so sorry for everything happened in our friendship.. 

Lets create a new memory..

As a wrapped up.. I wrote about my friendship since high school since now.. I'm curious about other friendship..because I'm envy to them.. what will happened to me in future..

Since high school.. I heard that people around me said that friendly..yes. I agree because I'm bravely approached someone to create a friendship.. but.. I don't even have a bestfriend.. that a friend would be..

Friends.. whats that?

kimkirah

Polaroid Photo...

Assalamu'alaikum and anyeong!

"wahhh.. it takes times longer than I thought!..." this is what I'm thinking after finish edit.. my first ever try..polaroid picture! haha.. I know its ugly...but thanks to overload cutenest baekhyun..its turn out as not bad..
hehe.. sincerely its hard to edit it.. aigoo.. but its fun! I'm using PS..adobe photoshop.. I don't know what version it is..because it exist in my lappy but I'm never use it even once.. now I know one of the function..right? at least it's not something useless..
ohh yeah..thanks credit to my unnie! best unnie ever! unnie jjang! kak ika.. I learned this editing through her tutor in blog.. kumawo unnie! cheongmal kumawo!
hehe.. ok here the picture..

huhu..I know.. its not really beautiful bcoz I'm not really creative.. hehe.. but It will gets better by time..and what I wrote there is really giving an impact to me! what is really important is TIME!

for every obstacle or problem..time is the best healing..especially emotional problem..so the reason I put Baekhyun EXO picture because.. errr.. *it's close enough to what are you thinking..*

first is because he is my biased in EXO.. I love his voice.. and second yeah because the problem that he had to faced recently with Teayeon SNSD.. In my opinion..ermm.. at first I was like.. WTH?asdghjkl..  I hate it..

sincerely.. I dun really like it. but then I was like.. who I am? he got his own life.. and I'm pretty sure that you didn't like when I love someone and others didn't like our relationship.. I was like.. It's my life.. why I can't choose mine? just imagine its happend to you! haha.. *ok..a bit emo here..mianhey (sorry) * 

if you recognize.. I'm using baekkie picture which consist him posing with hand..because I love his hand too..it's beautiful..

haa.. you know..a few days after eid mubarak.. me,my mom,my grandma n aunty was having a conversation while watched TV.. the channel is TVAlhijrah.. and I'm not remember what was shown but suddenly my aunty said..

"Angah(my nickname in family)..if you wanna find your soulmate..make sure find someone who can sing very well.. like him..*Fadzly UNIC*.." 

 and I was.."eehh?? haha.. okay okay..I'll make sure to test that thing first.." 

and then she added.."when we want to sleep he'll sing..when we want to cook he'll sing.. you know its a greatful husband who have a nice voice.."

and I was like...errrrrmmmmmm..*thinking hard*

*imagine I'm talking in accent bahasa kelantan with my aunty*

I don't really care actually.. but yeah..Frankly speaking,I like someone who have a nice voice.. as you know my bias is who can sing very well.. Yesung SUJU,Onew Shinee,Baekhyun EXO,Sunggyu INFINITE,Chen EXO,Woohyun INFINITE,JJ Project,Yugeom GOT7.. *wahh..just imagine all of them in 1 stage..pheww~

WAAAAHHHH!! *CRAZY*

 thats all I think?!

 kimkirah

Temperature...

Assalamu'alaikum and anyeong! ^o^

ermm..First of all,nak cite alkisah yang berlaku semalam..aigoo..dunno what to say..its so nerve-wrecking situation..idk how to explain..ok..alkisahnya macam ni..maghrib tadi Along ajak pegi beli tiket sebab hari Isnin ni Along ngan Abang Long dah masuk keja..then sebelum pegi beli tiket pegi ambil akir dulu..my younger brother..hehe.. *smooth intro* .. selepas itu.*skema sangat la weyh* kami menuju ke stesyen bas Tesco,Kota Bharu untuk membeli tiket..bapak ar weyh ramai gilax orang.. seriously.ramai sangat.. Jammed kot!!

seterusnya *skema lagi* kami merancang untuk ke rumah sedara kami..then kirah planned nak lalu ikut laluan Telipot *orang Kelantan tahu laa kat mna..* baru je nak masuk traffic light kanan..perghhh.. Jammed weyh!! then tukar laluan.. *tuut..tuuut..navigation searching* haha..then pusing kiri ikut laluan depan KB Mall..pastu..sampai bawah flyover tetiba temperature naik..kirah macam.."ape na buat nih?" kang meletup macam dalam drama korea yang selalu kirah tengok tu.. "kang meletup, mati laa aku! rosak ke ape ke..apa aku nak buat nih,adooii"..pastu Abang Long pun cakap.."Turn off engine! pasang lampu hazard!" I was like.. err.. ehh?? okok.. then kirah pun turn off engine and pasang lampu hazard..time ni kat traffic light sebelah KB Mall.. you know what I mean.. In the mid of jammed!! tetiba temperature naik mendadak.. perghhh!! takut seyhh!!

then Abang Long pun.. "masuk belakang KB Mall nilaah.. kite brenti keta jap..".. kirah pun..okok..kalut seyh..ohh.. haa..lupa nak cakap..kirah yang drive sebab Abang Long lupa bawak lesen..kirah tak kisah pun..*its a practise to me..inilah tujuan sebenar lesen P..sebelum dpt CDM lesen.. then kitorng brenti kejap.. sambil brenti tuh.. perghh.. belakang KB Mall lagi jammed dohh.. then tak jadilaa pegi umah sedara.. aih.. pastu time brenti tu.. Akir tekan err.. *ape nama benda ni ek?* err.. yang sebelah break tu.. bukan break tangan..yang tekan dengan kaki..hahaha..paham2 laa korunk.*almaklum laa saya pemilik lesen P lagi...lepas tu..rehat kejap.. dalam 20 min kot..then drive balik rumah..pheww.. nasib baik temperature dh turun and tak naik sangat dah..perghh.. tadi temperature naik lebih separuh..  hehe.. then kirah drive sampai balik umah nenek.. brenti situ jap makan megi ketam..perghhh...sedaappp! haha.. ape hikmah ek? hurmm.. sama2 kita renungkann.. hurmm.. di masa akan datang kot..nanti tahu la ape hikmahnye..kirah tak tahu lagi buat masa sekarang..hehe.. ok laahh.. end of story! *applaused*..hehehe..trimas..trimas *sambil mendepa tangan..proudly* haha.. thats all.. daa.. *wink* *aegyo,aa~ ing~* hahahaha..

kimkirah

Eid Mubarak...

Assalamu'alaikum and anyeong! nihao.. wo shi kimkirah.. haha.. *tampar diri sendiri* ok..dah sedar.okeh! first of all.. hurmm.. kirah nak ucap happy eid mubarak to all muslim all over the world! semoga raya tahun ni kita mendapat keberkatan darinya.. Baiklah straight to the point..sebenarnye tak de ape pun nak cakap sebenarnyerr.. *memang tak cakap pun kan* tak lawak? ok fine.. ermm.. errrrrr... adoiii.. susah laaa.. apa nak cite ek?
 macam ni.. yelaa.. kalaw raya korunk pegi mana? jalan2? pegi umah sedara mara? umah kawan2? umah cikgu2? kaaannn? tapi kirah? aih~ terperuk je kat rumah... sebab? aigoo.... kebetulan pulak..roadtax keta ni dah expired.. ppfffttt~ *rasa macam nak hempuk keta dengan kapak,tapi sayang laaa* haha..ok..tulaa kisahnyee.. kirah x dapat pegi jalan2 sgt pun.. kalaw dapat pun mesti pegi ngan family.. naik kereta Naza Kia.. aigoo.. leceh laaa.. seriously annoying laa kalaw pegi ngan family.. ooppss~ haha.. xde laa.. just susah nak pegi mana2.. macam tadi laa.. kata nak pergi umah kawan kat pasir puteh..tup2.. tak jadi.. aih~ kalaw pegi sendiri dah lama sampai.. urghhh~ TAPI..tak pe laa.. bukan ape.. raya ngan family lagi best sebenarnyerr..seriously.. tak tipu.. *krik krik tak cakap pun tak percaya* ok fine! pastu kaann.. seriously bohsan yang amat laaa raya tahun ni.. *sobs3* bayangkan.. raya pertama kedua ketiga.. sorang pun kawan tak dapat pegi beraya.. macam asdghjkl.. aih.. tolong laaaaa...
yelaa.. tengok fb..sume duk update gambar ngan kawan2..cikgu-cekgi..sedara-mara..sedara-mundur..*ek? ade plak* pastu.. duk update.. my first day syawal.. second day raya..bla bla bla.. jeles taw tak!!
amek kaw merah gitu.. aih.. seriously kirah jeles sangat ngan korunk..dapat beraya ke sana ke sini ke sinun.. best taw nggak! al maklum laa.. kirah ni suke jalan2..xsuke duk terperuk kat umah.. tapi kesian gak kat kawan2 yg duk oversea yang tak dapat balik raya kat kampung.. sian diorang.. ape lah nasib..tulaa.. orang suruh susun jadual awal2 tak nak.. *ape kaitan?* haha..
ok laa.. tak kisah laa..beraya laa kite dulu yer?
kirah nak minta maaf kalaw post kirah selama ni ade offense someone.. maah yer.. maybe tak sengaja..
"kosong kosong yer ayah"-iklan raya lam TV yang budak comel mata bulat tu..
taqabbalallahu minna wa minkum..
wa ilal liqa'..
daaa.. salam subuh 31 Julai 2014..
kimkirah

Rain...Result...*dotdotdot

Anyeong!! Assalamu'alaikum and hi! ^.^
okay..sebelum kirah story2..nak tanya soalan maut sikit..

how are you describe of rain? *takdelah maut mana pun*
Rain?
if you search on google and click from the free dictionary it will display..
Rain is..
Water condensed from atmospheric vapor and falling in drops..
haha.. just that? literally it is like that..
before that hear this song first.. Rain-Lim Kim
so.. Rain is related to something sad? right? something that make you want to cry out loud.. something that depressed you..right? what do you think about it? why its related?
why Rain can't be related to something happy too? Is it not logic? Adakah is melanggar fitrah alam?
haha.. You will laugh right? If I'm related a happy news with Rain?
but It's not to me..(lantak aku laa.. perasaan aku..hehe)..
okay.. so let's hear the meaning of this song first..

RAIN-LIM KIM

Rain, I still don’t have any memories
Because I’m just a twenty year old girl
Rain, in my earphones, the singer is singing a song about rain
What is she so sad about? Why is she about to cry?

Rain, please forgive me for being numb
Not everyone cries over sad movies
Rain, I like you or dislike you according to my mood but

Tears are about to spill out right now
It’s raining too so the wetness is natural
The refraction is natural, my stuffy nose is natural

I am about to cry out loud right now
It’s raining too and my bed sheets are damp
So I bury my face and the humidity goes up 1 degree

Tears are about to spill out right now
It’s raining too so the wetness is natural
The refraction is natural, my stuffy nose is natural

I am about to cry out loud right now
It’s raining too and my bed sheets are damp
So I bury my face and the humidity goes up 1 degree

Rain, I still don’t have any memories
Because I’m just a twenty year old girl
Rain, in my earphones, the singer is singing a song about rain
What is she so sad about? Why is she about to cry? Now stop

So,Stop! Kemanhea!
Stop crying.. to me.. Rain is a healing.. we talk about rain because it's related to tears that condensed..the different tears and rain is Rain is from sky and tears is from our eyes.. agree with me? hehe..
So.. the tear that flow doesn't only mean of a bad news.. It comes from a good news also,right?
 ok.. another Rain song Kris-Time boils the Rain (tiny times 3 ost).. enough?
hurm...ok dah merapu..here..I want to talk about my result! My 2nd sem result.. waaahhhh.. I don't know how to describe my feeling right now..
sad?relieve?happy? I just like asdfgjkl.. haha.. my result just ok.. my 1st sem quite ok..I got 3.26 for my 1st sem..and for my 2nd sem I got 3.05.. so WTH? AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!

*throw lappy,then take back to continue typing* waahh.. It's drop soooo drastic!! but It's a relieve when my CGPA is 3.16..still can survive.. dean list wait for me to grab you next year! I don't care! next year I'll try my best! Hwaiting!!
*clenche teeth with high spirit face* ..

Ingat lagi tak?

salam.. haha.. alaa.. nk ingat ape.. bukan ada yang baca pun..haha..
okok..ingat tak,kirah pernah cerita pasal sorang mamat chinese yang kirah selalu stalk tu?
kelas kirah ngan dia sem 1 banyak sama kelas..
kalau tak ingat klik sini
ok.. nama dia Yean Zie Shen.. hahaha.. yes.. now he is my friend..
tak sangka dia minat kpop jugak but ballad genre..kirah minat gak..hehe..
ok.. dulu ingat lagi..first-first nak tegur.. giler bapak r sejuk tangan.. tak tahu laa sebab ape..but it's worth..
sampai sekarang kawan..dah habis sem 2.. kawan je.. tak rapat pun..hahaha..
he is a soo kuat selfie.. haha.. and you know..what makes me soo suprise.. he is kelantanese too..haha..
glad to know you dude!!
 that's all..

kimkirah

the first day of ramadhan as university student.. alhamdulillah..

alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..
yes.. my first day of ramadhan as university student..
I'm sahur with my beloved family..hehe..
awesome! 
this sahur remind me my first day of ramadhan last year..
as a matriculation student..
wahh.. so sad!
sincerely.. I dont know.. its so pathetic..
but.. there are a lot of memories..
as 20 years I live my life.. last year is my first ramadhan that I'm not with my family..
 this year.. alhamdulillah..
guys.. If I'm not experience my ramadhan without my family last year.. maybe I'm not this grateful this year..right?
I'm really grateful to Allah.. for this rizq (rezeki)..

my first day last year..
we sahur at 5am..
just silently eat our food..
and..suddenly there are tears coming from eyes..
wahh.. I'm still remember it clearly..haha.. after a few days..
we get used to it.. and started to talk each other.. to avoid the silence..
we are roomates.. miss you guys damn much..
eventhough the mosque is a bit far.. but my roomate,Ecah.. 
so keen to go terawih prayer every night..
but.. me and my another roomate did it at our room.. hehe..
wahh.. seriously.. I miss them soo much!!

Ecah! Tasha! Twhy! 
Kirah rindu kalian!! hehe..

kimkirah

teayang-eyes,nose,lips part II

hehe..part 2.. recent post I'm talked about there are a lot of cover teayang song especially eyes,nose,lips..
huhu~
so.. here.. I found something interesting.. come join here..hehe..

cool right?? now! do the cover n send to them... and hopefully you're chosen.. it's a great opportunity right??
let's grab it!! hehe..
so.. I'll just listen to Teayang song now..hahahaha..
here another cover.. but it is violin.. awesome right?
violin cover of teayang eyes nose lips
credit to owner vid
JuNCurryAhn
kimkirah

Teayang-Eyes,nose,lips...

have you hear teayang solo song?? that recent reveal??waahhh.. I love this song.. its describe how hurt a man.. because he lost her gf.. right? and you can feel his hurt.. 

Saranghea..saranghea..

hope to hear that word from your lips..

its simply can be describe like this..hehe..

there are a lot of cover.. 

AKMU

Tablo

TOPPDOGG

a few korean who has angelic voice..

and a kpop fan also from all over world..

no wonder teayang won #1 in all song contest..

wahhh.. deabak.. love your song..

but I dont really like you expose to much your body..hahahaha.. byuntea~

guys.. when you hear the song... did it remind you of someone?

eventhough you have never been love before?

there is someone right?

either someone you love but got rejected or someone that you can't get his/her love..

it's hurt right?

sincerely.. I feel the same thing..but I just simply think.. he is not for me..

he is chinese.. non muslim.. a handsome guy.. a popular guy..

he is not a star.. but if you are UUM student you will know.. haha..

just him.. I wont give any hint.. just UUM student.. before this I stalked a lot of chinese guys.. but.. they just someone that I want to know.. as friend.. or at least an aquaintain..

waahh.. okok.. dah merapu~ banyak makan ikan kerapu ni..haha

ok.. here one of the best cover..

cover eyes nose lips

ijeakajik..

kimkirah..

Finally home.. ^.^

yes.. finally I'm home.. it's been a week I'm home.. huhu!
yes..the feeling is soo nice.. I can see both parent's face everyday..
I don't know how to explain it.. everyday seeing their happy face.. hehe.. *suka sgt2!
and.. yes.. tomorrow my sister n her hubby will come home too.. hope they arrive safely..
insyaAllah..

ok..since this week I'm home.. there are a lot problem that pop out.. alhamdulillah
everythings going well.. huhu..

the reason I'm blogging right now..
okay.. jealous.. you know.. it is childish but I can't control it..

JEALOUS
There are 2 types of jealousy. 

The most correct definiton would be the feeling of being threatened by a rival in a romantic relationship or losing something of value to another person which happens to be yours already. This is what I consider the correct definiton. 

The second is type of jealousy is more like Envy. Envy is a hatred/bitterness towards another person for having an advantage that YOU don't have. For instance, envious/jealous behavior such as a friend has a nice new car and instead of being truly happy for them you badmouth them or the car or make up something ridiculous because YOU can't afford it yourself. If someone has money and YOU don't you say they recieved it through less than stellar means. If someone is more talented than YOU you say their work isnt as good as anyone thinks or they are just lucky. This kind of 'jealousy' is destructive and displays itself as having a bad attitude towards the object of the envy and also being passive aggressive.


I don't know.. but my condition is more to the second definition..yup.. seriously it's childish.. buat what can I do.. and it's a bad attitude dude!!

I'm jealous to my sister.. yup.. her name is Sakinah.. we used to call her Along..
actually everytime she's back from Jordan where she's studied.. 
My mom will always prepared anything.. yeah. but If I'm coming home.. nothing change since the last I'm home..
Tomorrow.. Along n his hubby will come back from her mother in law house.. 
and know what.. today.. my parent.. tidying up our house.. since I'm back...the house.. in horrible condition.. 
yeah.. I know.. no one will tidy it.. and what makes me more hurt.. my room.. the room that I used to.. my mom ask me to move to other room since the room will be used by my sis n bro in law.. waaaahhh.. *it's hurt..

what right that I have??..nothing..
haha..childish right??
hurmm.. u know.. I hate when I ask a lot of thing.. then they will respond to just one thing.. its annoying.. it feels like loser.. mcm hadap sgt kite nk msj dy.. 
argh.. dunno what to do..

oh yeahh.. this 2 days.. it's a hectic day.. aaargggghhh!!!
beakhyun and teayeon..
miss our galaxy oppa,wu yi fan..

what can I say.. EXO.. why I become EXOTIC? 
regret to know you guys.. it's hurt because I like you guys soooo much!
and you guys disappointing us by a lot of thing.. we are your fan..
hurmm... nothing can change.. hope guys happy.. just that..

kimkirah
too much hurt these days..

My first Korean friend..

here the fb..

when he added me as friend I was like..

who is he?

the fb name is in korean word, I have a lot of kpop friend, so I thought here is one of them..

and maybe he just write it like that..

and I posted to his wall said thanks.. and h replied it..

and then I realize..eh?

he is one of Zulfikri friend's?

yeah..the one that he guide around the Seoul..

oh yeah.. who is Zulfikri?

he also one of my friend that I recently add as my friend..

he studying at Sungkyungkwan Univesity..

he is a Malaysian..

and he is Kelantanese..(my hometown)

actually I'm adore Zulfikri..because he is studying at Korea..

*which is my dream that I want to study at Korea..

Waahh.. So, my ambition to take korean language is like..

*excited!!!

but some of senior said that korean is hard..

so, I was like..

afraid to take a risk..

but I'll try my best..hehe

maybe sem 4..

actually I'm still confius to take mandarin language or korean language..

aih.. so hard to decide..

So,here is their FB

Zulfikri

박성수

and here is Zulfikri blog..

that's all..

anyeonghaseayo~

kim kirah

DILEMMA!!

aiyaaa.. need help here!

sem depan kirah nak amek mandarin.. it's mean that I want to take elective subject.. but my friend said that why don't we take the 2000 or 3000 paper..so that in last sem we are not soo busy.. I was like... aihh.. you're right.. but...

I ask one of senior.. about his opinion.. he said that he doesn't know either..
then he said..
"Isthikharah is the best way to make solve your problem..
Allah knows the best for you.." -abang Fizi..

yes.. I need it now.. I have to..
what the best for me..
what have been planned for me..
what I have to face..

the best way..

"ISTIKHARAH"


#feelingconfius

postmoterm..

yup.. postmorterm..
korunk tahu maksudnye?
hehe.. setiap program, akan ade menyusul postmorterm bila dah habis program,,
for both so far... mmg kirah akui both program punya masalah dalaman yang tersendiri..masalah dengan AJK2 msg2.. yup.. alhamdulillah bukan masalah dengan kirah..hehe

sincerely,this is my first time.. sedih gembira bersama..melalui ni, kita dah boleh beza..yang mana boleh buat panduan! yes! pengalaman mematangkan kita.. melalui semua ni.. kita matang.. insyaAllah.. betol weyh.. kirah tak tipu.. memang penat but I gain a lot.. I gained how to handle with tough situation.. peak or stress situation.. kalau tak puas hati.. cuba letak kit kat tempat orang tu.. camne? boleh ka tanggung orang maki hamun kita? This is a memorable experience that I gain.. I can't forget it.. sangat tegang but thanks to JKPS.. they can handle the situation.. alhamdulillah.. proud of you guys..

moral of the story..
just think positive..
if u can't do the job.. ASK!!

#alhamdulillah, THANKS ALLAH!

why?

why..
why..
why..

why you just see my fault?
is it make you happy?
even now?
ok.. fine! do what ever u wanna do!
hope you will 'happy'!!

aigoo.. charger.. time sengkek ni laaa ko nak rosak yee..
cmne aq nak charge Tab skrg? aih!
1st time in history x bawa Tab pi kelas.. seyesly, masa berjalan dengan sangat lambat..
but I gain my focus eventhough a few time snoze off in claz..haha..
*opss.. kantoi..

yeah..yesterday is mother's day.. but I can't even contact my mom! *soo frustrated
 Ummi, saranghea!
walaupun jarak memisahkan kita..
Angah tetap sayang Ummi!
Ummi! you are the greatest women I ever met in my 20 years of life..
and I know that I'll never get another..
I have been took care by you, all my life..
whenever I sad,nervous,scared,happy,excited you are always be there for me!
I know, I'm not being a good daughter, but I'm trying.. trying to not hurt u.. trying to not make you worry..
I promise that I'll try to be a good daughter to you and abah! *sobs3

#homesick

Seminar Tibunal Tuntutan Pengguna.. and Run for cause : Cancer

ni hao..
*penangan mandarin tak habis lagi..hehe

salam.. ok laa.. nak promote nih.. jum2 pi join Seminar Tribunal Tuntutan Pengguna

 

ok.. ni adalah anjuran GPS iaitu gerakan pengguna siswa.. *betol x ntah?!

ok.. ni yang pertama.. event ni kirah pegang jawatan sebagai Bendahari.. but I don't know.. ape ntah keje kirah buat.. huhu.

ok.. ni pulak event yg agak besar.. buat kat luar UUM.. huhu.. seyesly.. I'm looking forward to this event..event ni kirah pegang jawatan AJK protokol.. insyaAllah.. pray for me.. ^.^

#prayformysuccess

ni hao!

ni hao.. ni hao.. ni hao..
hehe.. yup.. my very 1st time attend mandarin claz..
Kira attend satu event yang di buat oleh DPP a.k.a Dewan Penginapan Pelajar..in english.. Student Residential Hall.. yess.. and DPP Kira ialah DPP Bank Rakyat.. *bank pilihan anda.. hehe

Event ni nma dy Mandarin Makes Fun
seyesly its really fun.. We learned how to pronounce..the words that I remember most..
"wo shi malaixiya ren " ( I'm a Malaysian)
huhu.. semangat tak?
yup.. I love Malaysia..
*walaupun banyak sangat isu yang timbul since early this year..2014
#MH370
#Shila wave
#etc.

thats all.. peace!

habuk habuk.. fuuuuuhhhhh~ #RRCS4RRYC

habuk habuk! fuuuuuuhhh~ *tiup habuk sampai muncung mulut2*

ok..dah agak lama kirah tak update blog kan.. *biar laa tak de orang baca pun..
1st of all..kirah nak cite pasal #redribbonconcert..
tu bukan hashtag dy sebenarnye..hehe
okok.. ni program yang kirah join under UUM.. RM15 that we have to pay..
bertolak pukul 8 lebih dari DPP.. then sampai DTSO.. nasib baik event tak start lagi..
ok.. mula-mula ada 2 orang penyanyi kelahiran UUM.. abang Zack ngan Abang Wali..
kirah tak tahu lagu ape dyorg nyanyi.. x jelas sangat..pastu.. Fahrin Ahmad keluar as a informal emcee..hehe..pastu Bob Yusry plak kuar.. abang Bob nyanyi sambil 4 orang wanita bertuah dapat berlakon atas pentas dengan abang Fahrin.hahak.. seyesly..lawak.. comel pun ade.. pastu,keluar laa..
main highlight malam ni..iaitu Najwa Latiff.. hehe.. dia nyanyi lagu 'Hilang' dengan 'Sahabat'..best.. ni adalah kali kedua kirah dapat jumpa NL live...time kat matrik dulu.. pernah NL datang buat konsert..oh yeah.. kirah KMPPian..hehe..batch 2012/2013.. kelas A1P4.. proud to be KMPPian..hehe..rindu sakura kat padang,,rindu tengok chinese boys playing netball.. *opss

keluar topic dah..adoi..k laa..camtu je kisahnye..balik r..dah habis program..hehe..

#ok..pergi konsert ni sebenanye objectif utama benda lain..tapi lain yang dapat.. *adoi,sentap!

yang kirah sempat bagi perhatian tadi.. penceramah tu called by 'abang pie' ngan ustazah..
-kenapa perlu kita memulaukan orang yang menghidap HIV/AIDS?
-kenapa kita perlu berprasangka buruk terhadap mereka?
main point yang dapat.. sampingan dia..
kalau time dulu2,kampung2 kan.. kalau ade yang HIV/AIDS mesti ketua kampung suruh halau keluar kampung.. hina sangat kah mereka? mereka tidak dipinta lahir begiu.. mereka memerlukan sokongan dari kita.. untuk mengharungi dugaan itu..
kalau kita pun turut memulaukan mereka.. apa akan terjadi?
pikirlah wahai bijaksana~

ok laahh...sampai disitu sahaja..
adios~ wan an.. ^.^